So call me a loser, but i was watching full house today. in this episode, jesses grandfather died. I was just about to turn it off, because this episode always makes me cry, when the scene when michelle finds out he did came and before i knew it i was in tears. It hit me that i reacted the exact same way when i heard that my papa died.
it was may 1st 2003. it was my 10th birthday party. i was so mad that my parents made me cancel my birthday plans. i was to young to understand that he was gone.
not until the next year. when christmas came and he wasnt there
then easter came and he wasnt there
i didnt get a birthday card from him the next year
cards werent signed love grandma and papa.
its been 5 years and it still hurts.