10 things on my mind- the facebook inspiration.
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1) MARGRET LORRAINE RADFORD is the most amazing girl ever. Shes so sweet and gentil and smart, if just a bit sad and left of center. Her friend Jason imed me last night and set something straight: I dont deserve someone as amazing as her, and I'm conviced he's right. I couldn't fathom staying with her, hurting her like I could have. I love her. Everything about her is just amazing, shes sweet and when she kisses me, I feel chills up my spine. Theres just misocmmunication, I'm going through some parts of my life with my family that only a few people know. I feel horrible
2) BRITTNEY LYN ST. JOHN takes my breath away. She's 2 years my senior and theres something about her. Fire and passion. Shes been on my mind alot recently. I dont even know. Shes so sweet and she makes me feel like the most important thing in the world when shes with seven million people shes known longer then me. She makes me like myself. I met her thought marching band, and I thank god every day that i know her. She's caught me. i dunno.
3) My mom is sick. I dont know what she has, i dont know when she'll get better, but shes sick, and it keeps getting worse.
4) WILLIAM HAROLD SCHNEIDER is my grandfather who passed away when i was 10 years old. I found a picture on my computer, I miss him during the holidays.
5) I hate being the youngest in my family. I feel so left out of the heavy discussions and I always wind up in tears every holiday. It has to happen.
6) Christmas sucks. This year, because were poor, christmas isnt what it ususally is. Not the gifts, because i dont really care about it, just the traditions are cut back.
7) WHAT HAPPENED TO THANKSGIVING PEOPLE?! I hate seeing merry christmas signs up in november. It disgusts me.
8) SAMANTHA ABUHOFF is so amazing, and sweet, and she loves me, but I dont feel the same way. I wish i could make her happy, i just dont know how.
9) Why is school so stressful?
10) I miss being a little kid. I miss my little kid best friends, and the simplicity of early childhood.