Soo, today was fun actually.. Kinda. ish. What ever. It wasnt utterly horrible which is a new theme in my life: thinking on the brighter side of things. So speaking of, i had call backs today, and i was a little off during the song but thats okay, because i nailed the parts they were listening for, plus they know i can sing.. ya digg? I nailed my dialogue. which is really good. I'm pleased.
as for other events: Brittney asked me to marry her in a letter? It was so sweet and omgahh. I love her so much. So so so so much. I could spend the rest of my life with her. I can actually see it. And i see her every day and kiss her and hold her close to me. Thats why, to be honest, cass and i didnt last. I loved her, but it was ment to be just a friendship. She lives so far away. But shes so beautiful and sweet and good hearted. I trust her with my soul.. now. We had a very very bad break up, which is why i dont think id ever go there again with her=\. it hurt so fucking bad that i thought i'd kill my self. I wanted to. I promised her i wouldnt cut when she dumped me, and i kept that promise untill like a month after the fact aka when i found out about hailey. But thats besides the point really. Now me and cassie are just friends and i know that she has more feeling for me then jsut that, and i respect her for telling me, i just.. dont return those feelings, and it sucks because shes such a great friend to me. I love her with all my heart i really do.. just not romantically.. the only one i love romantically is brittney lyn st.john, my today, my tomorrow and my forever.
umm. i think that about covers it.. english midterm.. great googley moogely!
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